happy almost birthday air eee kah!
hope it's lovely!
in other news, i'm getting my first paycheck soon! $1,000= yay!! haha minus taxes = boo!! but still enough to go put on a cute dress and get some moo cow to eat at a nice resteraunt lol
my friend and co-worker lives out in the burbs by a lovely botanical garden that i've been running in. it has a trail that's a mile straight up and then it winds its way down, and it's absolutely gorgeous, so of course i'll be over there as often as i can. my friend lives with his parents which is kinda wierd, but they're great people and they like me, so they said i'm welcome to stay in their guest room as often as i'd like. yay! and they have a gigantic movie collection, so we can be friends lol.
i'm sooo happy! i'm over my jet lag, so i can finally go on decent runs again! i accidentally went 55 minutes yesterday, and it was so much fun! haha i about fell down the stairs though... my crater climbing muscles are out of practice! i can't wait till tomorrow to do it again!
in general though, i'm totally a happy camper at the moment. everythign i was trying so unsuccessfully to get over back home has all dissapeared and i'm finally happy with myself and my life! the past few days i've just had this overwhelming feeling to just burst out in giggles.. like, all the time. and for no reason.. jsut being happy. and for once it isn't becuase of someone else, or a boy, or a good race, or anything at all.. just being happy to be me! a new me! a better one! and that is a fantastic feeling.
i've been fighting with riddle to give me credit for all sorts of thigns and it's a pain in the butt.. but that's why this journal is called the riddle runaround! heehee
i love you all!
-jen
I'm so glad you are content with who you are and everything that you do. That is what I think life is all about, that is how I try and live my life. I will randomly burst out laughing, most of the time its in a crowded place when I don't know anyone, or I start smiling uncontrollably. Those are nice times, and really you can do it any point. The problem is that we choose to be upset or angry because there are times when we actually want to be sad. I know that sounds odd, but as long as you remember this feeling and remember to smile whenever you feel like it then I think you are going to be very well off, no matter what happens.
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